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Day 415 Snow and Updates

Tuesday, November 12, 2013



This is what we got yesterday afternoon. Not a lot, but still too much. Would much prefer it to only snow one day a year and that's Christmas. I mean I love snow, but right now my husband isn't too thrilled with me because I'm colder than the freezer at work. He means well, but he doesn't realize that no matter how hard I try I am either freezing anyways, or get overheated which makes me want to stay cold.

On another note, been bouncing my weight between 182 and 185, not too happy with it. But with my body temp being so cold no matter what I do, it's zapping my energy like crazy. And I've been just too tired, too cold, and too queasy to exercise. This time last year it wasn't as bad, husband says it gets worse every year. I think last year was one of my good years with it. I have yet to find a cause, and I am skeptical about going to the doctor about it. I have read that this could also cause heart issues, or similar things going on. Wish I knew, and wish I could fix it. When I do exercise right now, I start burning up, like when you put an ice cube or dry ice in a hot pan. My husband layers me with blankets at night plus the heater, and doesn't understand why I usually only wake up with one blanket on in the morning, I overheat. Not sure how I could overheat trying to reach what is considered normal body temp. My average temperature in the morning is 95-96.5 and in the afternoon 96-97. Trying to get the energy up everyday to do something anything. So I spend the mornings and afternoons cleaning for an hour, and playing with my 2 year old to help me stay awake. And when my husband gets home if it's not too late in the day, we go next door and continue to remodel the house to try and keep me awake and moving. Uh....it's driving me nuts.

I miss my motivation, my drive, my energy, and it's taking it all away. How can being cold all the time do this to someone? If we could afford it, my husband would probably keep the thermostat on 80 degrees and me still in a sweatshirt and mittens and stuff. What to do, what to do. Sorry everyone just needed to vent. This is only 1 of the hundreds of things on my lists that bother's me the most. I have more to do than I can even keep track of.

Just trying to keep my head up, and not letting eat make me turn back my progress. I'm still almost always eating healthy or minimal of the non healthy. Trying to stay optimistic. And to keep my goals in mind. I have a goal to be in my healthy weight range by the time I renew my vows early next year in July instead of waiting until October for our anniversary because I want the nice photos that I didn't get the first time around, and right now I'm almost thinking it might not happen.

This is how I feel or want to do all day rather:


and with everything that I have to do, and being pulled in all directions. I think this one says it all.


Wishing everyone a sparking week, and hoping my week and weeks get better. *hugs* to all my wonderful sparkfriends.

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