Sunday, November 10, 2013
Today I woke up with hope that I can make it. Faith that this time feels different than all the other times I have tried a diet and never finished my goals. I know that over the years I gave up figured I was meant to be this way so why bother changing. Food just tasted so good. You only live once and I wanted to live eating all the yummy foods I so enjoyed. Boy I have now realized what a dope I was. I can still eat foods that taste good. I need to put my energy into other things that would comfort me. Things other than FOOD. After all we do only live once and I want to live a full life. I want to die old and when I do go I want people to say wow she lived a full rewarding life. Not oh she was a nice person. I want to move, I want to laugh, I want to stop thinking of food as a protector. I do not want to run to food each time I have a bad day, a happy day or any in between day. I want to enjoy the other things in life that can make me happy. Now is my time to find out hat those things can be. Without my mind always thinking what will I be eating, when will I be eating, oh I want to eat. Oh man this will be hard I know but it is time. It is really time to put away that fork and spoon. No more excuses. Eat to live not live to eat!!! Best saying I heard and read and it will be my motivation to take each day and make it the best I can.