Sunday, November 10, 2013
Ok, thought about not even admitting this but then realized I must be honest. I messed up. I stinking can’t believe how easy it was for me to do it. I ate Wendy’s, and what makes me the most upset, I didn’t even try to talk myself out of it… ughghgh why do I do this? I was so mad and embarrassed I almost thought about not fessing up but I knew I had to so I could accept it, forgive, and move on. I think I was so dang tired I got in the “I don’t give a crap” state of mind and now I feel crappy and I deserve it. So disappointed. The thing I don’t understand is the food is not even that good,, my cooking is way better but something about fast food that drags you in,,, I hate it,, just wish I knew what I could do to order the salad if I think I need to go there but I don’t even want to or can’t even begin to talk myself into it. I know the best answer is just do it, but soooo much easier said than done.. I want this really bad yet even that doesn't convince me when I get it stuck in my head I want it,, I never use to be a fast food eater either,, I guess living in the country back home in the North, you really didn't have the option,, here in Dallas it is everywhere. I need to figure out how I can get myself to stop and think what I am doing and stop having the “I don’t care attitude” need to come up with something.