Friday, November 08, 2013
I am in a Biggest Loser challenge right now. When I started, I was all gung-ho and ready to be better than the best. Now, we are in our 7th week and I have lost all motivation. It's like my brain knows I want to lose weight, but my body will not cooperate. Maybe I'm just not really trying. I really want to lose weight, but I just don't seem to care anymore. I think I'm getting depressed because I don't have a job. I'm worried about our bills and I'm bored all the time. On the plus side, today I learned how to make potato cakes AND I took a 20-minute walk. So maybe it's not as bad as I thought. I would really like to get back to the point where I was exercising every day. It seems like every time I make a concrete plan (whether it be food or exercise) they always fall through and never get done the way they were laid out. I need to figure out how to stop this cycle. I'd appreciate some advice. Thanks for listening!