Friday, November 08, 2013
I wanted to blog about the change in attitude I've seen in myself during the past few BLC rounds but this one in particular.
I haven't seen much of a change in weight this round at all. In the past this would have had me completely down in the dumps and down on myself. Angry with myself and ready to quit, but again and again the knowledge of what quitting would mean would stop me. The thought of regaining the weight I've lost and then some would keep me on the team and making a half-assed effort.
This round is different, somehow. I see changes happening in my body even though I don't see them on the scale. I feel different, better. Stronger. My attitude is different, better. Stronger.
I am not mad at myself for not losing more weight this round. I am proud of myself for not giving up.