Friday, November 08, 2013
I joined overeaters anonymous in hopes of taking the reins again with being in control of myself. It has been a very long time since I felt really in control. I have allowed for so long, this abuse of my body. I have abused it in so many ways besides just by overheating and I know it is time for me to stop and really take care of myself cause if I can't, who else out there would want to? I self-sabotage myself and there is nobody to blame for it except me. I push away love from myself and in doing so push away the love that could actually come to me, not only from myself, but others as well. Since I am not being loving to myself I attract those to me that see this and treat me in an unloving way and that goes back to the self-sabotage. If I just was more loving I could and would attract the right people in my life instead of the wrong ones.