Friday, November 08, 2013
Sometimes life seems unfair. But in reality we are not owed anything. We are allowed to walk this earth in the body we are given by God. It's not gonna be easy. We feel pain and sorrow, We feel hurt and angry. We feel happy and in love. Sometimes what we feel is so overwhelming some take their own life's. The one thing we all have to remember is we are not alone. When we struggle and fall apart God is right there. He has never left us. He see's you smile. He see's you cry. With every step you take you are one step closer to him. He saw me fall apart last night. Completely over the top. I was yelling and loosing control. Crying and feeling so lost like no understood my loss.The feeling of something being taken away. Joe stood up, took me in his arms and said I'm Sorry. I cried harder. He cried with me. It was just a cat but it was MY CAT. When does someone grow up. When do you stop feeling like your 8 or your Mother just died. And so I put it at your feet Lord. That is what I was taught to do. Forgive me now Lord cause you know I will run back a few times before I truly let it go. But you already know that .i AM WEAK BUT IN YOU LORD i AM STRONG.