Thursday, November 07, 2013
all the support i received from yesterdays blog about my husband saying after 50 you could not be sexy really gave me some motivation.
as i was thinking about this, i realized that this is one reason i am afraid to lose weight. i am afraid that i will feel sexy and my husband will not realize that i am alive and sexy.. we had problems in the past when i lost weight. when i lose weight, i want to do things and feel alive. my husband is like a bump on a log . i love him, dont get me wrong, but i know longer want to sit on side lines and watch life pass me by.
i am not sure what direction this weight loss journey will take me, but i do know that it is also an emotional journey. i will change along the way. that is a good thing. i dont want to remain the way i am. in order to progress and grow in life, i must change for the better both physically and emotionally.
now, its off to work i go. it looks chilly out and there looks like snow clouds. yuck!!!