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To all my spark friends: you are all angels

Wednesday, November 06, 2013

Yesterday was bad and I almost quit everything until all of you intervened. You are my spark angels. Because of all of you, I got away from the computer before I did something stupid.
Today , of course is a new day and I got some sleep last night...not a lot...but more than I have getting. I am ready, well almost, to face what the kidney doctor has to say today. TCI decided to give my husband another 30 days of supplies, a week at a time, so that helps.
A lady , on freecycle, is giving us two sets of sheets for the hospital bed, so that helps a lot.
I know it does not help anything by emotional eating and I have preached that til I was blue in the face, but did not take my own advice.
I weighed in this morning and did not lose but shockingly, no gain either. So begins another week. I think the exercise is the only thing keeping me from gaining and I do not stop that or I don't feel right. Imagine that, me, addicted to exercise LOL.
Well I can't thank you all enough and just know that you are all special miracles, spark angels and greatly loved and appreciated. Short blog for me lol. Namaste, Pam

There are miracles all around us...we need to open our heart to see them.

Sometimes we are stuck and have to break through the duct tape.

I can't believe I ate the whole thing.

Seriously, today is a new day and with a little help from my friends, I will make it through to the other side of that dark forrest. Love and hugs to everyone of my spark angels. I know that some day you will be rewarded. Namaste, Pam
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NEWVINE 11/9/2013 2:57PM

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THE_RED_BIRD 11/8/2013 10:45AM

    Hugs! I hope this is a better day for you! emoticon

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COOKIE_AT_51 11/8/2013 9:25AM

    emoticon and take a big breath ... sending you lots of emoticon


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TWNOMWE 11/8/2013 9:12AM

    Positive thinking goes a long way to balance our days.

keep it it up.
Prayers to you and DH that every new day is better than the previous one.

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  Glad to hear you are feeling better today and that you hung in there with SP. Hope your day is a better one today! emoticon emoticon

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GOANNA2 11/7/2013 1:36AM

    Pam, I have you and your hubby are in my prayers too.
Keep going as you are doing great. emoticon emoticon

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NANCYPAT1 11/6/2013 9:38PM

    (HUGS) Pam - you and your hubby are in my prayers and I definitely think we can all say that we have been in a similar place about quitting - but as you say, the SPARK ANGELS who surround us hold us up until we are strong enough to stand on our own feet again. Take time to love and be kind to YOU - YOU ARE TOO IMPORTANT to give up on yourself.

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CELIAMINER 11/6/2013 8:41PM

    Blessings, Pam, and sending healing vibes for all the stress you are facing.

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COLOR-BLUE 11/6/2013 8:01PM


You've inspired, equipped, and loved me, ever since I met you. I've heard you say things before about being negative and that you have a hard time following your own advice. Young lady, I'm humbled at the fact that I could return the kindness, that you bestowed upon me. You're fine. You've already been through the first step, which is to fess up, and you did it in style, to get your voice out to the masses. You fessed up to anybody and everybody on the internet. By taking that first step, it clears the way for your healing to begin.

Just like SP teaches, that we're all our own individual and what helps another may not help you, but I firmly believe, in this case, that God has already intervened, in your situation. The proof came when you stepped on that scale and had a NSV, by not gaining any weight. You've never given up, so you've never had to start over, AGAIN!!! You've just continued on in your journey, and let God take the lead. Just do your best and let God take care of the rest.

Be blessed,

- Nancy Jean -

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NOSNACKER-57 11/6/2013 5:13PM

    Glad you are finding a little peace!

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DEBI60X60 11/6/2013 3:58PM

    Pam, I'm happy to hear you are feeling better today. You're always giving us encouragement, listen to some of it for yourself. Take care of yourself, and get plenty of rest. We are here for you. emoticon emoticon emoticon

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KATI5668 11/6/2013 12:42PM

    Great to hear postive words...& thoughts..
A new day..& move foreward..
yep..we are all here for each other...



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LETHA_ 11/6/2013 12:16PM

    Jump back on the wagon. I think freecycle is so cool. It's not very active in my rural area but I would use it more if I lived closer to a population center. Let's make it a good week.

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RACEWELLWON 11/6/2013 12:00PM

    Everyday is anew day !! Nice recovery , Pam . Good luck with the Kidney Physician. Clean Sheets - Love em !! Hugs K

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LORRAINE10141 11/6/2013 11:35AM

    So glad to hear about the 30 day extension and freecycle. May many more blessings flow your way. Have a great day. :)

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