Tuesday, November 05, 2013
I got dumped the day before yesterday. It was agonizing and I'm still in pain. I dealt with said dumping by engaging in unhealthy behavior which is unacceptable. And now, two days after, I am still feeling the effects.
I guess a good thing is a ate a bowl of cereal this morning and I am drinking coffee. I signed up for the Shamrock Half Marathon in Virginia Beach in March. I stepped on the scale too. I going to finish here (update my weight ticker), take a shower and take care of myself before work this afternoon.
How do you know it's time to step on the scale? Um...you should step on that thing at least every few days. I'd been avoiding it because I've let myself go this summer because I was feeling sorry for myself and dealing with my drama. And my size 8 and 10 jeans no longer fit. I can barely squeeze into the 10's. And no respectable girl would run around with the muffin top they create.
The scale said 188.8. That's up 20lbs from February-ish. It looks like more on my body. I haven't eaten for a couple of days, so it's fair to think that I am probably a little heavier carrying my food weight with me.
So, I'm going to update my ticker. And run. Because you can't cry when you run.