Thursday, October 31, 2013
Hello Spark WORLD.... I feel compelled to do a full confession.
I have been so "out-of-it" lax this BLC round and am ashamed that my weight loss hasn't been higher. But, I haven't gained it back, just pausing. HA HA Ha, just lazy more like it!
Last night we decided go home for Thanksgiving. That means the CRITICAL FAMILY EYES will be upon me. Yes, it's true I've lost 25-30 pounds since they saw me last but I WANT MORE. I WANT THEIR EYES TO POP OUT OF THEIR HEADS (gruesome, but fitting for HALLOWEEN).
Which means I have 26 days to get more FAT off and TONE and SHAPE my body MORE. Since this trip will include seeing my all-critical mother, it would be fitting to be in those Levi 515's that I can't button, while sporting a close-fit top rather than a plus size tent! Plus it's cold back home and that means more clothes than I normally wear, which of course adds to the bulk.
So there you have it, this morning I decided ENOUGH IS ENOUGH and I'm going to strictly go back to phase one and eliminate the processed foods. That seems to be where my downfall begins. I know some don't agree with eliminating foods that are triggers, but in my PERSONAL CASE, they have to be eliminated. I can't just have ONE....because ONE turns into TWO, THREE, FOUR, etc. I know where my faults lie and to bust through to the other side, this must be done.
I should be able to lose the belly fat and strengthen more of me in 26 days. I'm not saying that will be the ultimate goal, but I have to get off my butt and DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS PAUSE. This will be with no pills, surgeries, or wacky recipes, just good old fashioned sweat and, of course, tears.
The reason I am writing this is because I need your support and encouragement. I'm out here and sometimes I don't feel the LOVE! Sometimes my team just skips over my posts, so I'm taking my plea to the ENTIRE SPARK WORLD.
I NEED IT....GIVE IT TO ME....LET ME HAVE IT!
Okay, I'm ready.........................