Tuesday, October 29, 2013
What a difference a week makes. My mind and body is clear from the hurt that was put upon me and now I can move towards a new direction. Facing situations head on and having a sit down about your feelings whether good or bad does one justice. Praying helped as it did ease me into not flipping out. I like peace I don't like confrontation as my life was always about confrontation when I was on the job. Believe it or not my juicing helped me distress too. I guess it soothes me and puts my body in a happy place. Also exercising did help in releasing the negativity that I was holding in.
Ok onto the week ahead. I look forward to building on what I know now with my business and life. Financially I'm struggling but I know better days are ahead. I have a plan A-Z lol. Sitting down with my accountant really put things in perspective.
It's funny I kept saying I need a kick in my pants to strengthen my body and found my next door neighbor is a personnel trainer. I might give him a try to see if He can jump start me into losing 93 more lbs. If I can get down 20 lbs before the new year it will be great. In get in used to this size and I don't want to. When I took my daughter and her friends to Fright Fest at great adventure I thought I could fit on the rides since I lost so much weight but I got a rude awakening when the ride personnel told me to move down to the big seats which was not next to my daughter. I was like "really why didn't u say that when I got on". I just got off. It would of been to much to inconvenience soooo many people. Instead of beating myself up about it I just know I have more work to do. Im a roller coaster fan and i will conquer all of them by next summer. Hehehe
Ok my lovelies keep me in your thoughts and prayers.
Peace and Blessings. Hope everyone enjoys their day!