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Medifast Day 111 -- I'm Stupid

Tuesday, October 29, 2013

I spent 20 minutes curling my hair today.

My outfit was perfect and I was going to wear a new red shirt.

Then instead of my vitamin I took my sleeping pills instead. The bottles were right next to each other and I wasn't even thinking. I was on auto pilot much like I am 90% of the time. What does it matter what time of day it is.. just a different packet of food that I eat. I take them at the same time, it's dark either way. As soon as my water glass hit the counter I realized I took the wrong pills. I ran the bathroom and forced myself to vomit. I may not have mentioned this before but I know how to do that. I had a whole eating disorder thing a while back that I don't feel like getting into. But the pills wouldn't go. All I had to throw up was water.

Because of my stupidity, I am missing work today. I felt like the world's dumbest idiot texting my boss. This is the first time in my life calling in sick to work. And my throat burns.

emoticon emoticon I'm not in a good place right now.

56 days.

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SKINNY_EDEN 10/30/2013 10:53AM

    Oh no! I'm sorry. emoticon

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KATRICK528 10/30/2013 10:39AM

    Sorry that you took the wrong pills. I often go into auto-pilot and will forget to do something new or not recognize something.
At least you get some rest. Like others have said, since you never call into work your boss should not be upset because he would know it is for a good reason.
I do not like to call in either, and would go to work when sick. I had a part time job during college, and if I was sick I would still go to class and work. There were times when the boss or other co-workers would convince me to go home and rest (in the case of the boss, he would make me leave). They knew if I called in that there was a reason for it.

Hope you rest and feel better.

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NIMIRRA137 10/30/2013 7:36AM

    Sorry to hear that you took the wrong pills and had to miss work! Try not to feel too bad, especially if you never call in. Hopefully your work is understanding.

As for knowing how to try to get rid of the pills once you've taken them, been there. It's tough to put that behind you. I will admit every now and again I'll do that still. I try my best not to.

I hope you were able to just relax yesterday and you can get back to feeling better today.

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DIETROCKSTAR 10/30/2013 12:37AM

    Ive done something like that. :(

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WHYTEBROWN 10/29/2013 6:35PM

    Wow!! emoticon about that. We all make mistakes. Maybe you needed the day off. I hope you spent it well, relaxing and making healthy choices. emoticon emoticon

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FERRETGIRL28 10/29/2013 3:56PM

    Oh my. Sorry your day started out so rough...I hope the rest of your day is going better! emoticon

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QUERISTCHIUN 10/29/2013 12:42PM

    oh no! I'm so sorry :( That totally sucks and threw off your entire day.

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MISHAMW 10/29/2013 11:25AM

    Eeek. No fun! Well curl up with some hot cocoa and sleep some more. And if you never call is sick, they will know it's for a decent reason.

Maybe a workout will help? Hehe!

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JTAMSYN 10/29/2013 11:20AM

    Ugh! Not fun at all. Hope you feel better!

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THEEXERCISER 10/29/2013 10:12AM

    I am sorry to hear that I hope your day is better then it started off

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