Pain and fear
Monday, October 28, 2013
Today was the first day at the clinic at my new job. I woke up fearful... Perhaps it was just the "not knowing". The "not knowing" of if my coworkers will like me, I will perform well, etc. etc. I have done SOOO good with my food today, even through the fear...
When I returned home, I checked my e-mail. My father-in-law e-mailed me and said that my ex-husband will be visiting him for a week. Even though we have been apart for almost 4 years, and our relationship was destroyed by alcoholism and addiction....I still feel a pain in my heart. Odd. I guess I still have unresolved feelings. At least today I can recognize and acknowledge the feelings, and I don't have to eat over them.
Here's hoping I make it through the night without binging!