Monday, October 28, 2013
I have no words of wisdom, no words at all for that matter.
It's been 13 days without my voice. I'm on antibiotic and prednisone, hoping for a referral to the ENT this week.
Never mind the parenting 3 children, working full time(facilitating teams) and all of life's necessary commincating that needs to happen. It started out bad, then I lost it completely. Now it's starting to come back, but now I have a sore throat? Wha? I don't get it. That's why I'm hoping they can get me in with the ENT.
SO...did I mention it's quite hysterical to parent the kids. They are getting used to my "Pssssst" and "SHHHHHT" and "PsPsPsPsPs" noises...between that and hand gestures they are behaving nicely. It's a blessing really.
My 2 year old says..."no talk mommy?" as she rubs my back. I love my kids.
So that's where I get back to getting on this train.
I need to, I want to....I'm happier when I do. So I got back onthe train today. I feel good(other than the sore throat). I know what to do...so I'm going to go do it....
Its about feeling good about yourself. I don't, and haven't for a bit. It's not that I feel bad about myself, I just haven't thought much about myself. Happens to all of us I'm sure.
SO, with that, I'm back in the game.
I could use any encouragement. Any and all friend welcome.
I find I do much better when I'm cheering others and others are cheering me on!