Trying on clothes
Sunday, October 27, 2013
An obsessive behaviour I have when I have lost weight is to try on the clothes thats been hanging in my wardrobe ... and this occured today.I haven´t really admitted it to myself but for the last...two years or so I have not been wearing anything but t-shirts or tanktops with a shirt over and black sweatpants, soft and not hard on my waist...my jeans has been on the shelves - I have two sizes and have even heistated about the bigger ones.
And it is a joy to wear clothes that I have´n been wearing for two years, they are loose on the hips and even tha smaller sizes of jeans fits well, not entirely comfortable but I guess that if I had them on they would be because the stretch after wearing them for a while...
It was a surprise because even if the scale shows me that I am 14 kilos down I don´t really believe it, think I am somehow fooling myself, I am really distorted in my head.
But nevermind, suddenly I have a lot more clothes to choose between in the morning, that is really nice.
I have also left the "extremely obese" and entered the group of "very obese" I don´t know if you have the varieties in "Obese" in english, in sweden 30 to 35 is "obese" 35-40 is "very obese" and over 40 is "extremely obese".
You nee to have a BMI over 40 to be considered for a gastric bypass and I have now disqualified myself
Now I am hunting to reach "obese"... that will take another 15 kilos down, so it will ot be this year but hopefully in spring 2014.
But whoooah there, I am as usually jumping ahead and fantasising about the day I will be slim... for today I am very happy to have extended my wardrobe!