Saturday, October 26, 2013
I'm no longer pregnant. On Monday, I returned to the doc to see if my baby had been a week behind or dying at my appointment the week before. As it turned out, he had been dying. The last two days, I've been in the process of miscarrying. We named him Benjamin Charles.
I'm doing okay at the moment. I did a lot of grieving in the week before. This is not at all to say that all is well and fine now -- it isn't. I have two children, and yet I am not a mother.