Friday, October 25, 2013
I am stuck in a void. There are things going on in my life right now that I actually don't have any control over and unless those that do have the control decide to help me, I will have to make certain sacrifices that I don't want to make in order for things to get better for me. This is suppose to be a happy time for me, and instead I have this black cloud sitting over me. I just want to cry and hide. This has definitely taken over my mood, emotional state and physical state. I have to shake this before I end up just falling apart completely.