Friday, October 25, 2013
I am frustrated beyond words. I do well for a day or two then my willpower goes out the window or guess what I forget Im supposed to be eating healthy or dieting and tracking my steps.
You may ask why I cant remember well let me tell you why I get up and start the day fine I eat a good breakfast go for a ten minute walk then bam someone will say whats for lunch we all go to moms every morning to help her so we sit there and someone will say lets go get burgers or chicken or lets cook this or that and of course none of it is healthy so here I am with the family stressed beyond belief and the food smelling so sweet and good then before I realize it im talking laughing and eating. then I say oh well I messed up so I might as well start over tomorrow but then tomorrow I do it all over again.
I need something to get me back on track but what I have no idea in time im sure it will click so today im just gonna start over and do the best I can maybe one day soon I will actually go the whole day without eating my weight in food and tracking and exercising as I should but until that day I will just do good and then start over again and again at least I start over guess that is something I don't stop I just redo daily.