Starting to feel like me again
Thursday, October 24, 2013
So it's been an awful week. I've been very down in the dumps and feeling very out of sorts. Mad, annoyed and just all around disheartened because of a few people who just like to kick you when you're down.
Happy to say I had my first proper belly laugh for the first time in a long time today. I spent the day with my nephew. His mom is out of the country and his dad was working so I took him for a haircut, had lunch and just hung out all afternoon. It was fun.
I will admit to avoiding the usual place I have my hair done because I didn't want to hear another round of, "Oh, look how fat you've gotten!" I don't think I would have been able to handle it.
After my nephew took off after dinner (which was a yummy salad with homemade vinaigrette), I tackled my plank for the squat challenge; 3 mins (Ow. Very ow) and rest for everything else. But I realize now that doing the plank first may be a good idea. Will have to remember that tomorrow.
Also did day 4 of the bootcamp workout -- standing ab exercises, yay! And a lovely 50 min yoga session. It felt awesome! Then to add a bit, I've decided I'll follow along to a 12-min stretch video to get into the splits. It's been a number of years since I could get all the way to the floor, so I figure with the squats, I'll need to put more effort than just little stretches afterwards if I don't want to be sore. Adding it to my little set of mini-challenges.
In the direction of mini-challenges, my crow pose is slowly coming along. I've been practicing putting all my weight on my arms. I can't quite lift my feet up yet, but I'm on my tippy toes so that should be most of my weight on my arms. I can lift one foot at a time like they explained in the tutorial so hopefully I'm strengthening the right muscles at the very least. I had my sister take a picture. I do realize it's far from attractive, so I do apologize, but I believe I should keep some record of the progress
Hopefully I'll be able to post pics of the proper pose soon as well as a pic down in full splits. Slow and steady. I'll tackle it one to two things at a time.