Up bright and early this Thursday morning .. I love it when I get a new CD from Novus for the month .. it will be my traveling partner! My truck has a juke box feature so I can record it and listen again and again ..
How is that something you have listened to two or three times ,I always hear something that I missed and it's usually something I really needed to hear?? Am I alone in this or does that happen to you as well ?
The coffee is wonderful, I have walked and used the T Zone both for the first time in months so that in itself is promising.
Why is it when we hurt or stressed .. over worked or just at a loss of self .. that is when we treat ourselves the worst?
Even the dental hygienist noticed that I certainly wasn't taking care of my teeth like I used to .. I PUT MYSELF LAST ..!! BUT WHY .. SILLY ME .. IF I'M FALLING APART HOW GREAT OF A JOB CAN I BE DOING ELSE WHERE??
Well things are changing .. I know I cant do all the things I used to .. for goodness sakes I did a days work after I got home from work not long ago..
My anal thinking has to end .. I need to accept help, ask for help , to be able to have any time for fun things. House work and keeping the other areas tidy consume all of my time because I just take longer to do things .. and that's ok .. these everyday things aren't as important as they used to be ..
When I was rearranging things on my computer yesterday I found one of my ramblings .. forget exactly what it was called but it had anal thinking in the title .. I will share it with you .. I also found some writing my daughter had done 10 years ago .., I had placed it in a sleeve and put it with my angel study books .. so all in all besides working my butt off at home I enjoyed my time with you and reflecting on me ..
Doreen Virtues "A Light Workers Way" has resurfaced again and I find just like the CD's I'm finding loads of material that I missed the first time around .. Slow Learner I Am !!
So dear Spark Friends .. its hit the water .. 6:04 am for me right now .. (I'll be backing out of the garage in 56 minutes .. headed south to work .. A job that I love because I work with both of my kids !! They are 38 and 34 and I'm 39 .. jeepers math is getting complicated these days .. (there must be a x squared ... minus y .. equals 39 in there somewhere)
I look forward to hear of your adventures today .. Balanced mind and emotions equals balanced Donna .. !!
We are all okay .. we're not quite where we need to be .. but thank goodness we are not where we used to be ..
This detour of life that I took cost me 6 months of peace .. way more important the pounds I gained .. and I did gain a few .. but worse than the weight was I let my body get out of shape .. I allowed it to become lifeless and weak .. not no more .. I'm back !!