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Wednesday, October 23, 2013

I quit my job today. Yeah, still can't believe it. I 'm in shock. Major shock. Shaking major shock. It feels like leaving an abusive marriage. I made the best of it for way too long, because I love what I do, but it's been bad for awhile, a long while. The straw happened yesterday when I went in to work, hobbling on my bruised, sore and weak busted ankle, because my boss asked me to. When I realized I couldn't work, DUH, I told her and she gave me the most evil look and said some snarky, cold remark. Uh, does she really want me to do permanent damage to my ankle?????? Like can't walk right again ever???? Excuse me? So I killed her with kindness, assuming she was having a bad day. Um, I left, called her this morning to tell her there was no way I was going in until I was FULLY recovered, and that crazy you know what was cold as ice again, "do what you have to do", short, curt, cold as a snake. I can't do it. I absolutely cannot work with someone like that. If she literally could care less if I was permanently damaged from working at her ridiculous little business, then she has a serious, SERIOUS delusion. I can take a lot, but this? Kick me when I'm down? Really????? What a *&*&*&*&*(&*&*(&*&*(&*(&*&*&&*
^&*^&*^*!!!!!!!! Yes I've been cursing like a drunken sailor today. But seriously????? What a horrible, no good, very bad person. Hubby is happy, he's been trying to get me to quit for 6 months because he can't stand listening to me bitch and moan about her.

I haven't told her yet, and I'm leaving a letter. If I see her face to face I will probably do or say something I'll regret. So, better this way. I know it's not "professional", but neither is getting hauled away in the cop car.

So, that was my day. I'm really, really, really mad at her. I truly can't believe she would expect me to stand all day and cut hair, when I can barely stand or walk. What kind of a person is she???????????????? Really?

OK, calm down. Rant over, I think.

One good thing today is, I ate breakfast, like a good breakfast, for the third day in a row, and it makes the rest of the day so much better. I've heard this for years, but I am just not a breakfast person. But I've been doing omelets the last three days, and it's been really perfect.

OK, have tons more to do today. Including cleaning out my station at the shop, and staying as far away from my ex-boss as possible, forever. Now, that did sound kinda good.

Sheeeeesssshhhhhhh!!!!!!!! I can't stop wanting to rant!!!!!! OK, stop, over, drink water, calm down, it will be OK.

If any of you pray, please say one for me, I could use a little extra love right now.

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ME_HERE_NOW 10/26/2013 10:34AM

    since you put the hammer down i hope you are feeling a sense of calm relief and a new opportunity opens up for you. sending you hope, strength, patience, chillness, positivity and light. this is a time of great possibility :D

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RIDMYCOCOON 10/25/2013 12:10PM

    Good for YOU!! God FOR you! GOOD for you!!!!

Walking away from a relationship/situation that is not reciprocal in nature is walking toward the door of peace. Which, my friend, is where you live. It is what you are part of and what you strive for.

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FINCHFEEDER80 10/24/2013 12:07PM

    Good for you for taking a mature stand for yourself. Sometimes, you just have to go. I hope your ankle heals well and quickly and that you find a much better new job!


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JSPIN74 10/24/2013 10:50AM

    good for you! choosing what was best for you finally & handling it...the ranting will float away from you as soon as you are able to float all the way away from that toxic place.

best wishes & good vibes out to you!

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HIPPICHICK1 10/24/2013 8:59AM

    Oh it feels soooooooo good to leave a job where you are not appreciated or valued as an actual HUMAN. You go grrl! The Universe is on your side.
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CHERYL_ANNE 10/24/2013 7:25AM

    Sending good thoughts, vibes, and well wishes to you.

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SHAMROCKY2K 10/24/2013 1:54AM

    Leaving a job can be such an odd feeling. I've equated it to losing a loved one. I hope your strength gets you through this. You are doing the right thing. My hope is she apologizes to you.

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BHKAGELE 10/23/2013 10:28PM

    You did the right thing. There is nothing wrong with a letter of resignation. You have to take time off anyway for your ankle. Now you don't have to worry about going back to the Goddess of Love!!!!! lol

Relax and take care of yourself. I know you will find the right and perfect job. Write down everything you want from a new position. Location, pay, kinds of people, attitude's. Write it all down, and rewrite it till it is truly yours.

Read it 2 times a day to bring it to you. My prayers are with you for a great recovery and a wonderful new place to go to.

Congrats on eating a good breakfast 3 days in row. Don't forget the water. You are doing awesome.

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BIGPAWSUP 10/23/2013 8:32PM

    Love and light coming your way. I know you can handle this.

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