Tuesday, October 22, 2013
I told my dance teacher the truth. Flat out. I have an eating disorder. She kinda was like "yeah I know," which I knew but ya know. Gotta get it out. Then she told me to eat more fat, eat a bowl of ice cream. What do you like? What's your splurge? I said Reese's. She said GOOD! Eat one a day.
Ha. Never thought I'd hear someone say that.
Instead I made a cocoa smoothie to get that extra iron I need so bad. And I'm having wine tonight because wine increases your iron stores. hehehe. (rationalizing). and maybe some cheese. maybe.
It is SO HARD to think about eating. I'd rather drink the perfect smoothie with lots of vitamins and minerals than eat food. I hate the way food feels in my belly.