Tuesday, October 22, 2013
WOW! I am so tired today. I think i got to much sleep. My hubbie says that if I get more then 6-7 hours of sleep then im just over doing it. I went to bed at 11:30 pm last night cause I was having a hard time keeping them open. Woke up at 4 am for about an half hour, Fell back asleep then next thing i know my alarm clock is going off at 11:00 am. OOPS! So there goes my whole plan for today. I was going to have a simi-nice breakfast, then do my Lets play vids for my youtube channel, but that's not going to happen, I sound to drowsy any way. That and i'm second guessing myself on weather I should continue. I know it's going to take time to 'build a fan/viewer base' and it dosn't happen over night. sigh. Guess ill try again tomorrow.
I just realized i'm taking about 6000mg of pain med's a day. Could that make me sleepy too? I want to say it could be the Happy pills; Anti-depression meds sounds more depressing then Happy Pills; But this is my third day on them. So i dont think its them. But my Dr said to wright everything down... so i am. I Tired. Dead Tired. And i want to go back to bed. There.. done. lol
i need to get new head set soon. The wire is loose somewere and if i turn my head half the sond goes out. Do you know how frstrating it is to be lisning to an epic guitar solo and it cuts out..then in then out.!!! Throws my goove off hard core. I need to see if theirs any decent wireless ones with a mic. That would be cool. go afk in game but still hear what there saying. lol
i've been writing music again. I got this really nice guitar lay out all set. Two in fact. I think it sounds nice. Mind you I don't even think the guitar is properly tuned. But it still sounds good... to me. Some day ill figure out a way to record it so i can lay it all out properly. Piece it together and then do the other stuff for it. I have an idea for the lyrics. But its a matter of making it all work.
I can' wait to start feeling better. Mentally and physically. It's annoying wanting to do all sorts of stuff but not being able to do any of it cause just walking makes my back spasm and my knees go out. But i'm determent to keep it all in check. I don't want to become a Dr.Phil Special. Off to do more work. Keep it real peeps.