Thursday, October 17, 2013
time I feel like having more than one glass of wine I can go back and read this.
I'm not hungover but I don't feel awesome. I slept last night but not the best. I woke up at 230 feeling all drunk and thought, WTF did I do? I drank some water and fought to go back to bed. I woke up when the dog started to throw up at 530 and felt really fuzzy.
I made bad eating choices today. I ate a TON of cheetos and drank a pop. I don't like eating cheetos. I don't like drinking pop. What made me do it? Because I was feeling bad and in a who cares right now attitude. I'm not motivated to do anything at work and I'm definately NOT motivated to go to the gym.
Worst yet? I want to go home and drink again tonight. I thought about calling my husband and seeing if he wanted to go have a drink, but I do that and my entire night is shot... I don't have an off switch.
Instead, I will go to the gym, do a half ass workout cause I'm not feeling it. Then I will go home and work on the chicken coop. I will limit my wine intake to one glass tonight, if any at all and go to bed at a decent hour. Then tomorrow, I will reset my eating and water consumtion.