Wednesday, October 16, 2013
185 pounds. Haven't stepped on a scale since ours broke this spring. And now I know why I need to get mine fixed. Humbling experience. I can't imagine why my work pants from last year were getting tight! Geez, louise! I've gaine about 15 pounds and I feel it! My feet hurt, can't sleep well, can't find clothes that fit well. My face feels full. My belly looks fuller. My thighs are rubbing together...oh so not a pleasant feeling.
I watched the Biggest Loser Second Chances, the first episode today. As always, I can identify with these individuals. Can't we all? The clock is ticking and I don't want my time to run out. I've got to do something and do it with seriousness, dedication, and determination. I've got to do things I'm not used to doing. I've got to change my family health tree, otherwise it will be a continued pattern in my own children. Luckily, their metabolism is high and they are skinny. But they are not eating healthy and I've not been a good role model at all.
Tired of feeling sluggish, tired of being tired. Tired of pinning items on Pinterest that I'll never be able to wear. Guess I need to determine if I'm really tired or just throwing another pity party.