So this week, I decided that something "has got to give" in regard to my happiness in life.
Work is work.
It sure is not what it used to be (how could it be?), and even though I know that....it is still frustrating and sad for me. Transition wise, I have settled in...and things are what they are. I have coursed out the year in fact...but not in a way that makes me happy inside. And for me...THAT is a PROBLEM.
I have these ideas in my head that will not go away...and I am finally giving them serious consideration when it comes to my own career path. But I need to have some schooling to back me up...so back I go!
It's a year long course, and I will not graduate officially until next year. In 6 months, however, I will be able to take on clients. I will reveal what it is that I am doing at a later date, but trust me....it ties into my journey here on Spark... a whole lot.
In the meantime...I will work, and study at night. I will be a mom, and study at night. I will be a wife, and study at night. I will run my own direct selling business for extra cash to pay for this course on the side....and study at night.
When I make decisions like this, I usually hem and haw, and get sick in the process. This time, I tackled that hemming and hawing straight on, made the decision and dove right in....and you know what? I felt right. Just like when I dove into Sparking back in 2008. No looking back...nothing to lose but weight and nothing to gain but my health back. With this, I have nothing to lose but some money and everything to gain back in my own career, or a start of a new path that is wild and crazy...but MINE.
Wish me luck everyone. I will be Sparking a lot more now.... it's going to be part of my "process".
Take care and have a great day!!!