Tuesday, October 15, 2013
So tomorrow never came. I haven't gotten back on track with my exercise or eating better. Its fall and that's the time of year where I'm nothing but sluggish. I also get a lot of sinus headaches so yeah... Right now I got a headache and all I wanna do is take something and sleep. Also because it has been cold in the house all I wanna do is eat fatty junk food.
The fall time is the worse time to start eating better. There are the Holidays and the need to just eat more to "hibernate". I need to change that before Thanksgiving. I would have said Halloween but I have already gone through 2 bags of candy. This is the only month that I do eat candy. Yes Ill have some here and there but I just crave it in October. Now I want a Babyruth. They are the best!!!
My birthday is Nov 1st so on the 2nd I really need to kick myself in the butt and get to work. Me and my aunt where just talking about this the other day and I told her that its all mental. Im already so damaged that it is going to take a lot of work for me to really stay on track, stay positive, stay motivated, and just keep believing in myself.