Monday, October 14, 2013
My plateau continues. I just keep losing and regaining that same one pound. I've been stuck here over 2 weeks now. I see the despair that makes people quit. Despite consistency sometimes results just don't happen.
I'm tired of being so overweight. I'm tired of the well meaning but frustrating advice. No, reducing my calories has not helped. Increasing my calories has not helped. Exercising more has not helped. Exercising less has not helped. Exercising differently has not helped. My clothes don't fit any differently. I wish they were looser, but they're not.
Yes, my workouts are getting a little easier but I still am not fit enough to run. I can walk a little further and a little faster, but that's it. That's not enough to fuel my encouragement.
I'm still trying, though. I'm stubbornly trying despite evidence that trying isn't working.