Monday, October 14, 2013
(1stateofdenial, you must have had a moment of ESP to leave that comment on yesterday's blog.)
Last night at work was the worst in at least a year. Because of inter facility dynamics, I was afraid to ask for help, but I felt so overwhelmed and lonely and my night was out of my control. Eventually there was a tiny inconsequential (on a normal day) last straw that broke the camel's back and I cried and cried and cried in the bathroom. Eventually a coworker offered help and I nabbed it. Turns out she was afraid of offending me by asking for help, afraid of making me think she wasn't confident in me. My CNAs however were absolute lifesavers yesterday...without them, I'd be sitting in a corner of the bathroom I did cry in, except that I'd be rocking back an fort speaking gibberish. Sanity savers I'm telling you. And if it weren't for my coworker I'd still be dealing with the crisis.
What a fine pickle that was...eventually the crisis period passed and then I played catchup until about a half hour ago. Now for my health hour, I'm going to have some fun on my one day off: grocery shopping! So for now I'm skipping sleep and heading out! Take care SparkFriends!
Lol, only partly kidding. I'm gonna run some errands, but I'll pick up some fun items I've wanted. Plus, I found out about this wonderful thing called candy corn taffy. It tastes like candy corn flavored marshmallows and its not gritty like candy corn. I'm gonna pick some up to munch on and save some for my awesome work buddies.