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Starting over.... again?

Monday, October 14, 2013

Still finding it hard to get into that groove again. I was tracking my food with my guy but when he went away for a week things just went to crap. Haven't been tracking as much and not really working out as much either. It really bugs me. I can't do this alone and I feel completely alone. I look at the spark groups that I've been to, mind you not all of them but some, and they are as dead as can be.
I am in a desperate need to find some motivation. I am struggling on my own... My guy enables me more than tries to keep me on track. A lot of that is because of me. I want something sweet and he tells me no, i get pouty and grumpy and he gives in. Bless his heart he just wants me happy but its killing me. I feel the regret after and its a cycle that I want to end. I want the weight gone... for good.
Things went to crap when my grandma died and I want them to go back to where they were. I had a doctor and medicine. Now I have no job, no vehicle, no medicine, no doctor and I'm drowning. I need help. I need motivation. I need someone checking in on me to see if I'm on track.

I just need help...
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  • v SERENITY914
    I'll definitely check it out! I had recently joined that one and haven't had a chance to looking over and what not.
    Thank you Woubbie
    984 days ago
  • v WOUBBIE
    Our Living Low Carb team is very active and very supportive. Come on and check out the most recent posts and just jump right in. Here's a link to today's daily thread - I just started it up:

    http://www.sparkpeople.c
    om/myspark/team_messageboard_th
    read.asp?board=0x482x55257820
    984 days ago
  • v SERENITY914
    I'm rooting for you too! It's not easy when its not kept up. Lifestyle change.... they aren't joking. Even doing something like going on the treadmill for 30 mins.... I just need to do it and stop messing around.
    Thank you for commenting.
    984 days ago
  • v OLGA18
    I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling so poorly. I know how hard it is to try to get back "into the groove" I am trying to do it myself. I did so great for a long time and then it all went by the wayside. I am just going to focus on today. I am going to eat healthy and do at least SOMETHING for exercise because I definitely feel better after exercise, any exercise. I am rooting for you, hang in there!
    984 days ago
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