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the wait

Sunday, October 13, 2013

The Weight-ing Games
Not a game really.
I took it for granted. And I've drifted. Up 10 lbs since I moved out of Winchester (apt of 20 years). 153 - 162 today. Up and down between.
I weighed 162 in August of 2012 -- so says the remarkable and wonderful Spark Tracker Report.
Good to know. Good to know.
I was as low as 148 one day when I was not eating due to stress this summer.
I've been eating for company and stress and Gravity for a month in Chicago.
Or maybe I've just been eating heavy because I"ve not been in a routine of self-care.
well... that's changed now.
Two days of gauntlet. Two days into Decision to Be Conscious Again.
Why?
Because I CARE --
about how I feel.

gaining weight feels yucky on my body.
and.. yes... the IDEA of numbers and retrogrades feels bad too.

One Day At A Time

ONWARD AND DOWNWARD.
Yep. I'd like to weigh 135-145.

So tracking daily on my Spark.
Log In daily on my Spark.
Re Connect with Friends on Spark.


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I didn't like the film Gravity when I saw it. But then I thought a LOT about it after. So...
maybe it was pretty good?

What tethers us? What holds us? Me. To the world. To the day.
Mind Time Experience Beliefs
Gravity?
What force -
food? thought? framing devices? goals? loves?
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  • v CHOCOHIPPO
    Good luck
    1019 days ago
  • v SANDISOCAROLINA
    Looked at your Spark Page and you have made an AMAZING transformation and look so happy and healthy. Keep it. Don't give it up. You are AWESOME-ness, beautiful inside and out, clear to see.
    1019 days ago
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