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the wait

Sunday, October 13, 2013

The Weight-ing Games
Not a game really.
I took it for granted. And I've drifted. Up 10 lbs since I moved out of Winchester (apt of 20 years). 153 - 162 today. Up and down between.
I weighed 162 in August of 2012 -- so says the remarkable and wonderful Spark Tracker Report.
Good to know. Good to know.
I was as low as 148 one day when I was not eating due to stress this summer.
I've been eating for company and stress and Gravity for a month in Chicago.
Or maybe I've just been eating heavy because I"ve not been in a routine of self-care.
well... that's changed now.
Two days of gauntlet. Two days into Decision to Be Conscious Again.
Because I CARE --
about how I feel.

gaining weight feels yucky on my body.
and.. yes... the IDEA of numbers and retrogrades feels bad too.

One Day At A Time

Yep. I'd like to weigh 135-145.

So tracking daily on my Spark.
Log In daily on my Spark.
Re Connect with Friends on Spark.


I didn't like the film Gravity when I saw it. But then I thought a LOT about it after. So...
maybe it was pretty good?

What tethers us? What holds us? Me. To the world. To the day.
Mind Time Experience Beliefs
What force -
food? thought? framing devices? goals? loves?
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    1105 days ago
    Good luck
    1106 days ago
    Looked at your Spark Page and you have made an AMAZING transformation and look so happy and healthy. Keep it. Don't give it up. You are AWESOME-ness, beautiful inside and out, clear to see.
    1106 days ago
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