Sunday, October 13, 2013
Funny how our brains work... I sit here with insomnia after another "discussion" with my hubby about my size. He feels I am "huge' and need to lose weight to help our marriage. I like me, I am chubby but I am a good person. Do I wish I was more physically fit? Sure! Do I think that the successof my mmarriage, career, and life in general should depend on being thin, most definitely not.
It really rots me when others feel the need to point out you're bigger than is socially acceptable, don't they realize you know this?!? I have started the whole weight loss journey more times than I care to remember yet every time I end up back where I am. It may be failure I am not sure but I have no idea how to change things and I am not certain I want to.
I guess I am just looking for support or maybe even a friend who can understand. Any feedback would be appreciated... This is my first blog and comments would be appreciated.