Saturday, October 12, 2013
Doc said I get 3 months to bring in better blood work or no more meds. Love how they hold that over my head so I'll come in. After all I do need some of the meds more than others.
(yes I'm getting a new Doc but it takes a while to find one who'll support me!)
2 1/2 months left to go and I haven't lost a pound. What is my body saying??!! I've been in low to moderate ketosis for-eeeever. I've eaten more, calorie cycled, low carbed, exercised. A little bit depressing I must admit.
BUT a HUGE NSV- my bra size went down from 44 to 42. My body told me yesterday--you are smaller now! Do you think THAT will impress Doc? Probably not. Well it impresses me! And I dance around the house now knowing this secret that I can't yell out, or even say as I answer the phone- "Hello! Down to size 42 bra now!"
And my clothes are nice and roomy. Exercise pants that were snug have inches of fabric hanging! It feels great. And yet the scale says- SURPRISE! You weigh EXACTLY the SAME! ...........what?..............
Doc had no sympathy for my exercise pains so I decided to PUSH on with it. Except today. Body sent a message- You could get sick if you don't be careful. I felt tired, achy, like a cold coming on today. I hate to skip exercising during my personal Spark Tracker competition. I've become competitive. Something I have long avoided- fear of failing.
And so as my Body speaks, I get irritated. Why oh why Body do you have a mind of your own?