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I am BACK!

Saturday, October 12, 2013

For the first time in over a year, I feel like I am BACK. Now, if you are reading my blog for the first time, you might be wondering, "Well, where did she go?" I guess I have always been around but not really attending. I feel like I have not been excited about too many things in my life like I was stuck in a coma. I would peek but than I would go back to feeling nothing and showing no emotion. If you have through any abusive relationship, I am sure you understand you just start to shut down ALL emotion.

A few months ago, I moved to a new town and eventually met a nice guy. He has been ever so patient and understanding in my healing process from that bad relationship. He knows I want to be healthy and supports me losing weight. Not because HE wants me to lose it but because **I** want to. It's funny. I never once asked him to eat healthy. It just is that way because I cook the majorly of the meals. Before I knew it, he's eating salads and fruit when I am not there. I think it's great! Than, we went on a walk together one night. After that, he wants to walk every night we hang out. Last night, it was a 2-hour walk. He also told me he is cutting back on smoking his pipe which never bothered me. I guess I "sparked" him which in turn is "sparking" me. I really love that I made it VERY clear he does not need to be healthy or fit in order to date me. But, he wants to make these strides for HIM. It's cool (and kinda fun) to do it with a significant other. Honestly, I've never had that.

For the last two weeks, I have exercised 5 days each week. It's great to see that! I even did a routine with kettlebells. I think I will look up different routines for kettlebells. It was a nice change! I can feel my endurance getting better. 20 minute work outs used to be a struggle to get to. Now, it's 30 minutes and soon will be 40 minutes. It's such an awesome feeling! I have been running, too. Nothing crazy. My last run was 1.66 miles. But, I am getting there. In December, I am going a 5K. I was going to do one tomorrow but boy, I ran 2.25 miles I think it was last week and I was sore for three days. Obviously, I am more out of shape than I thought. But, I do NOT have to stay there! Anyhow, after I run that 5K, I am the training begins. I am so excited. Another Americorp VISTA that just finished a full marathon asked if I wanted to do the Get Lucky Half Marathon in March and I said YES! I soon was mapping out my training schedule.. and before I knew it, I was mapping out training for another half marathon I have been eyeing up.. than I was like I could training for Grandma's Marathon this year. So, I mapped that, too, with keeping in mind it's a maybe! Good thing my calendar was only $5!

Besides getting back into running/fitness shape, I really want to buckle down to lose these pesky 20 pounds. I don't want them. They don't make me feel GOOD. So, I decided I had enough! I looked into different approaches to weight loss and decided to stick with something I know works -- sparkpeople.com. So, here I am tracking. I am SUPER proud. My boyfriend and I had pizza and I tracked it! Typically, I would just assume I went over. But, I didn't go over as much as I thought. Than, today I tracked. I was over 200 calories. That is like what I burned for kettlebells which I didn't track. I never track strength training. Anyhow, today really made me feel like I CAN DO THIS!

As for these 20 pounds, I have decided it was a good thing to gain them. It proves to myself that I do not need to be afraid of weight gain which honestly I was. Also, I think sometimes we need to lose something to truly appreciate it. I lost my fitness and just did not appreciate it like I should. Some people say they run because others cannot. I never understood that statement but I understand it better now.

I am just so excited to actually believe in myself again and to have a wonderful sidekick to think so too instead of tearing me down! He even thinks I can sell my paintings and write a book. I'm actually exploring those options! By the way, he is going to take some pictures of me so I can finally update my Sparkpage. They are all great photos but I don't feel that is the current me. I want the current me up!
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GEORGE815 10/16/2013 7:05PM

    You can do this!

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ANEPANALIPTI 10/16/2013 2:25AM

    You go girl!! Let's be hearing these training updates for the 5K! :D

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PATRICIAANN46 10/13/2013 2:19PM

  Good for YOU, Savannah. emoticon

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XRSIZE18 10/12/2013 12:20PM

    Go Savannah! I'm glad you have your spark back and I'm glad you've set some solid new goals for yourself. You CAN do this. You know how and you're truly going to be an inspiration for others.

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PURPLESPEDCOW 10/12/2013 9:26AM

    This is all great news. I am so happy for you! Welcome back and remember how much you overcame to be here! emoticon

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NATPLUMMER 10/12/2013 9:03AM

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KELLIEBEAN 10/12/2013 7:36AM

    I can feel you smiling reading this. I'm so happy you found someone that encourages you to be you and not tear you down.

The possibilities are endless for you!

Spark on!

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HAPPYMENOW58 10/12/2013 6:36AM

    Wonderful blog! I am so happy for you and can feel your joy when reading your words! Have fun getting fit with your new love! Awesome......Best wishes on your healthy journey...You deserve it! emoticon

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CHANGINGHORSES 10/12/2013 6:19AM

    Wonderful news! It is so nice when you finally come to the point of happiness again after a bad time. I am happy for you. Enjoy it to the fullest!

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THINFITFEMINIST 10/12/2013 5:31AM

    This is such an awesome blog. Thank you for sharing your life with us all. You never know who else you will give the Spark to who has been needing it.

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