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I'm Back

Friday, October 11, 2013

Ok, I am back, and thankfully I've made it back before I gained everything back. So what happened. Well I hit the 250's and I guess I got cocky, figured I had a good handle on everything. I took a break as we were having a vacation and 2 weeks turned into 2 months, and I went kind of crazy. So what is one to do? You get back up, brush yourself off, and start working at it again. It's only a failure if I don't keep trying, and I'm not giving up that easy.

It's taught me that no matter how in control I may think I am, I am always on the edge of losing control. Well it always be this way, who knows, I sure hope not, but for now I need a lot more time of controlling my eating before I can even think of going back onto auto pilot with my food choices. I knew I shouldn't have let me guard down, intellectually I was very aware of that, but emotionally it's another story, and the emotions won out for a time. But I'm back, hopefully a bit wiser than I was, and certainly just as determined as before. In the past this slip would have likely resulted in my gaining each and every pound back, so I am proud of myself for stopping things before they got worse.

So my next goal, getting the hell out of the 270's again and back into the 260's.

Remember:

"If all else fails, the future still remains"
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