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Liar liar

Friday, October 11, 2013

I am not whining I am throwing a fit. I am that two year old that is sitting screaming in the middle of the floor. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO yep NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO yea NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO really must we do this.

I have had foot issues for as far back as I remember. Every doctor that has ever treated my foot with the exception of one has said " loose weight and this wont keep happening". LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE LIAR LIAR.

Two weeks i felt the little pinch but i said no that is just my imagination. I would get up and the pinch was there no it isnt not possible. I would be laying in bed and that sharp little pain no it is just because you push so hard dont let your imagination run wild here.

Planning on walking tomorrow in a race I said today that i wouldnt walk on the pavement. And at 1.5 miles there it was but it was not a pinch it was the stake, I know that feeling all to well. That hot stake that sends the most unbearable pain through my right heel. I saw my pt person but only to see what she thought i should do at this point. The core that i have now had removed twice from my foot is back and it brought with it two pressure points . After loosing 116 pounds I let myself believe the idiots were right that it was my fault because i was obese ... screw them i am leaner , trimmer, smaller, stronger , healthier and that little thing is back to reek havoc on my life again. The should be very happy right now that the can not get into a sparring ring with me. I have now been told i can walk any more till this stupid thing is de something which means they are going to shave my foot down to good tissue again and just so you know that hurts. I can not wear socks REALLY my feet are never ever bare except when i sleep. I am so hurt disappointed pissed at the moment i cant even come close to putting that into words. The thought that they might have to operate again is petrifying. Do you have any idea what it takes to lay on a couch and not gain weight ? it is like selling your soul to Satan. I am sorry it is not a happy blog but i just had to get it off my chest .
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    go ahead and pitch a good Tanty, you deserve it.I am so sorry you are having issues that side line your goals. I know all too well how that feels. Like another suggested there is the chair exercise team, which has gobs of free videos and links on you tube. this is what I do when I am having a bad day, and where I started from several months ago on my journey. maybe you can do some mat exercises as well, except on the bed.. you will find a way.
    1590 days ago
  • LARRI2010
    I'm sorry to hear this. I hope it gets better soon. emoticon

    Did you know there is a Chair Exercise Team? It might be just what you need while your foot heals.
    groups_individual.asp?gid=32265 (I can't find a way to make this a live link, so you may need to copy and paste into the address bar or do a search on the Spark Teams page.)
    1592 days ago
    Indy girl says when she started she could not even get out of bed. Had to use her arms to to cardio. Don't give up. I pray your will not have to have the op.
    1593 days ago
  • ABAKER34
    That totally sucks! Vent all you want, you are due it, especially with all the progress you have made. I hope your foot is able to get treated so that it doesn't bother you anymore.
    1593 days ago
    emoticon That stinks! Vent away, Delores. But I know you. You'll be finding some alternate way to work your body. You're a fighter and you're an overcomer. Those traits are going to come in handy for the next little while. We're here for you!!
    1593 days ago
  • KAREN608
    Oh no! Recurring things like this ... ack!

    I was laid up with leg ulcers and stayed the same weight, for what it's worth.
    Maybe use hand weights and seated exercises they have here on Spark?

    I've had a heel issue for a year once - most likely a cyst - and I was like a stork on one leg for that time.
    1594 days ago
  • _MOBII_
    I'm so sorry you are laid up and having to deal with the same pain all over again. I am also sorry that the doctors were wrong, but it does happen...unfortunately.
    Keeping you in my thoughts.
    1594 days ago
  • 4KWALK
    I am sorry you can't walk. I have been laid up for a while like that too and it is difficult to deal with.
    I hope you are able to get treated without surgery maybe.
    1594 days ago
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