Thursday, October 10, 2013
So I realized it's been several weeks since I have logged in. Life has been crazy. It had this lull for a while, where it was hard, but it stayed in one place. Now that things are moving financially again, life has picked up pace! What is that all about. Now it's a matter of which bill to pay, I just want to get it all out of the way, I don't want to be patient, I want stability now!
I gained a little weight back. Kid's birthday. I didn't do too well with all the sugar. I ended up a few weeks ago with a baby who stayed up all night crying. I broke down and drank a diet coke. It didn't help. I don't even crave them any more. I do crave carbonation like crazy though. Trying not to drink diet and get fake sugar out of my diet. But I also need to work on lowering my sugar consumption in general and upping my veggie consumption a lot. One thing Weight Watchers did for me was really motivate me to eat more fruits and vegetables. I felt rewarded eating them with them being zero points. I'll have to consider that when I can sit down and really take the food situation where I live under control. Living back at Mom and Dads for a little bit makes it really hard!
Feeling down today about my situation and my body and how both seem to be intertwined. Hoping life settles down soon.