Thursday, October 10, 2013
Couldn't sleep and got up at 4 a.m. to read the latest Stephen King book
Had a very pleasant morning with doggies and kitty, sipping HOT tea & HOT skinny mocha. Took a nice shower. Ahhhhhh. Thought 'It's gonna be a GREAT DAY!'
Got a call from dad's asst. living. He's 'backed up' and needs to go to urgent care (they don't have prune juice????!) I told them that I found out my dad named my big bro as executor and to call him. They said he was there yesterday and ok, they would call him.
I'm surprisingly upset. Tears, shaking hands and clutching stomach. Altho I'm RELIEVED that I'm not executor any more, I'm still upset that dad & bro are sneaking around doing stuff behind my back. My mind knows that's an irrational thought, but that's what my heart feels. I'm VERY hurt, betrayed and frankly, astounded by their behaviors. WHO are those people????? I've been around them 54 years and I DONT KNOW THEM. Wow.
When I'm upset like this, I don't eat. BAD BAD BAD. Just as bad as overeating. Pls send me your positive thoughts & prayers that I can keep focused on my good health habits and turn away from the dreck.