Tuesday, October 08, 2013
It has been a tough couple of days. The weekend was fraught with all kinds of negative energy and I worked very hard to get out of it, but it seemed to settle into my skull and left some nasty residue that I am still trying to swab away.
Sometimes people's insensitivity can really blow you off kilter, especially when it is someone who is clueless that they have even done anything in the first place because they are that oblivious to the world around them. That is what happened to me, and the incident took me to an incredibly dark place in my past (when I did not value my own life). I have been struggling to put that "demon" back in its cage since the incident, and am making progress, but I need to talk to the person who made this innocent bungle that rocked my world so they are aware of the incident and know how to avoid it in the future. Not looking forward to doing that., but I will tackle that in the next day or so when I see that person again.
In the mean time, it offers me another opportunity to grow through yet another layer of my life's journey so I can progress forward into my "new" life as a thinner, healthy woman.