Sunday, October 06, 2013
Its been a while since we last got together. I think about you often and actually plan to get back together with you almost daily. Each night at work I make a plan for you and I to meet up and take a simple walk. By the time I get home though, my love is stronger for other things and you are tossed to the way side (that bed, couch and tv are far more seductive at times )... I can meet you tomorrow I think.
Our relationship is such work and I am so damn lazy. Its sad I know. I love how I feel when I am with you. I love how much energy you give me and that bounce in my step after we spent time together. I miss you, but apparently not enough.
I make up reasons not to come see you. Or I make too many plans with you and fall short and wallow in defeat (and also probably a bag of chips, larger meal helpings and lots of carbs...).
That first step to come and meet you is the hurdle... maybe we can fight through this. I know I want you in my life forever and always.
Your long lost friend,