Sunday, October 06, 2013
I thought I would take a few moments to write tonight, my heart is feeling a little heavy. I always feel this way before my birthday but today it's a little stronger. I don't k ow wether or not I'm ready to say goodbye to the thirties, they've been good, a lot better than my twenties! I got married, had my two beautiful children and found a lot of success in my career. I also gained a whole lot more confidence and just general ease. I think I'm happier too! I have mixed feeling about turning forty, I know it's inevitable and a whole lot better than never having the chance to turn forty. I remember how OLD forty was when I was a kid! I never imagined that it wouldn't actually feel much different than thirty, or younger. I want to move into this new decade with a good attitude, and continue on this journey to better health and be the best I can be! I want to be one of those people that make getting older look good, and fun! I will continue learning, growing and bettering myself. I will gain a stronger sense of peace that I've only recently found. I want to become a BETTER person, more compassionate and more involved. I know this next decade can and will be great and I'm looking forward to it.