Saturday, October 05, 2013
I work at a job that is hard to eat as well as I need too. I stand on my feet all day and I don't eat like I should. So I am putting something together to eat for quick breaks; something that is healthy and full of energy calories. I am a trainee at Subway I have only been there about 2 weeks. Although it is a pretty easy job, Bipolar Disorder still tries to kick in with anxiety and frustration. I know with God's help I will conquer these problems and I will be an asset with Subway. I do not want to just stay comfortable in my home and not live my life. I want to experience the job life because all my children are grown and I don't need to be at home with nothing to do; its just not good for me to think to much. I have not taken my Bipolar meds Seroquel and the mood stabilizer in almost a year in a half. The doctor says I am doing well. I did not want to take those meds because it raises sugar levels and I would put on 15 lbs. a yr. and could not take it off. The dr. said I am doing ok that I could work, I am tired when I get home but I make it my business to eat something to keep up my metabolism. I need prayer that I will be ok at this job and loosing my desired weight.