Friday, October 04, 2013
And then I look at my credit card bill and tell myself to stop making excuses and just take advantage of the 7 days a week I have access to free pretty much unlimited working out ability and classes that all come with my membership. No consistency or motivation again this week. Well I was motivated to meet my friends several days this week and last week. Yes the social aspect is good, but can't I make friends in my exercise classes too, I mean I actually was starting to get friendly with two girls around my age in my classes. Hello wake up Jenn!
Well if this new event doesn't motivate me I don't know what will. I'm planning my 20th High School reunion for November 23rd. I don't know what the deal was this week, I should have been working out all week and I didn't. Well I can fix that tomorrow and work out with Gathan at 11 am, he's holding his body conditioning class. That class alone 3 days a week is a total body changer, so even if I did that and nothing else I'd see fast results. Isn't this what my free afternoons are for?
Am I beating up on myself too much lately over this? I'm not trying to, I'm trying to flip the switch, stay positive, but I'm still getting a lot passive aggressive beat myself vibes from me. I am aren't I? Being sneaky mean to myself isn't going to help with motivation.
Alrightie, I took another month off from dedicated workouts. That's not a bad thing though. I'll get back at it.