Thursday, October 03, 2013
So today I walked home from work. It's only about 1.6 miles (I live in a major metropolitan city) but it seemed so much further away. It's funny because I compare it to where I grew up, in the suburbs where if I walked 1.6 miles it didn't really seem too far but now that I'm in the city it seems like quite a distance thinking about where my apt is in correlation to my job. So I think I'm going to try to start walking to and from work. Plus that way I won't be taking the bus everyday and I will save some much needed money.
I'm still trying to work through all of the emotions of last weekend with my bf. I don't know when these feelings will go away. I hate feeling this way and I don't know how to make it stop. I don't want to be angry and confused and frustrated and sad anymore. I've been sleeping a lot so I don't have to be awake to think about things. It's just easier. I don't want it to be like that though. When will this stop?