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Thursday, October 03, 2013

it has been a tough week physically battling migraines and double vision, emotionally counting down the days until "the appointment". Tomorrow I see the neurologist. I have my journal up to date, my notes and my questions ready to go. In some ways I hope to get a definitive answer as to what is causing my grief, in other ways, I know there will be more tests before an answer will come. As with most things in my life- I don't wait well. This is a season where I feel God is calling me to wait on Him and trust in Him. A season of watchful waiting, not just being idle, but working at staying strong, eating well, being active, all while learning to rest in Him. The intermingling of my physical journey and my faith journey - sometimes the lessons seem to pull in opposite directions and leave me on my knees. Not a bad place to start from. praying and pushups. and all the while songs running through my mind . Today it is Chris Tomlin's Whom shall I Fear. check out the link. may it bless your day as it has mine
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    He gives us songs in the night. I know His grace will carry you. emoticon emoticon Shel
    1597 days ago
    I will be praying for you my precious friend. I need you well so you can walk with me. Hope all is going well with you. I am fighting the pain, and I really need to go by myself and see how far I can go now at one trip. I have done two miles a few times, can easily do one and a half mile, but that only puts me half way there. Oh well I can't get my odometer open to see about the battery. I am hoping my son can figure it out. A friend at work got it for me three years ago, and I never could get it to sync with me. Please keep us posted about your tests. Love and hugs sent your way.
    1597 days ago
    Remember when Doctors would know what was wrong WITHOUT the tests? I do. Many tests that are being run and billed to insurance companies are simply to cover the doctors buttinskis. And still they say "I don't know, let's run more tests". Grrrr

    Good luck and let us know when finally all the tests have been run and the Doctors have to tell you something!
    1597 days ago
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