Wednesday, October 02, 2013
I have been a bit discouraged by the fact that I have been gaining and losing the same 5 pounds or so for the past 4 months. Even though I am down approximately 20 pounds (give or take water weight gain), I got quite a surprise yesterday!
I had a funeral to go to and so I went to my closet to try to find something to wear. Everything was too big, so I went shopping.
When I got to the store, I started with the size I thought I might need but it was too big. So I went to the next smaller size. It was too big as well! I finally ended up buying 4 sizes smaller than the last time I went clothes shopping! Also, I was thrilled to find out that I no longer wear women's sized clothing. I am now back into the junior sizes! Yippee!!!
I haven't been able to tell that I have lost that much weight, but people have constantly been dropping comments about how good I am looking these days, how much weight I have lost, or that I am DEFINITELY smaller than I was. I just can't see it when I look in the mirror. All I see is fat. The shopping trip was an eye-opener, a great encouragement, and excellent motivation to keep going.
One of these days, the scale IS going to drop, maybe drastically (though I doubt it), and keep dropping. That will be such a happy day for me! Until then, though, I am going to keep going shopping just to try on clothes so I can judge my actual progress.
Hmm...and I thought I would forever dread clothes shopping!