Tuesday, October 01, 2013
So tomorrow is "weigh in Wednesday". I had lost 2.5lbs over the last couple weeks and although I knew it was just water weight, I was still happy that at least the scale was going the right way. However, I got weighed at doc today and am back up 3lbs! I don't even want to weigh in tomorrow now cuz I know it will be disappointing to see the weight came back.
My body is extremely resistant to losing weight. I can lose 5 to 10lbs over a few months and then within a few days its all back! Im on exercise restrictions cuz of my feet and with my swing shift schedule I just feel like I have too many obstacles Im trying to overcome that I feel overwhelmed and just give up. I just don't know what to do anymore. Im still trying to be conscious of my eating but that's about it. Im don't think Im too successful at that either cuz I eat out of boredom and lonliness most of the time.
Im desperate to find a new schedule/job because that think that is the root of my issue at the moment. Even my doctors tell me its doing havoc on my body. Time will tell I suppose. Just keep the good vibes coming and all will workout when its supposed to right? Good things come to those who wait.