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Update and where I am

Tuesday, October 01, 2013

Well, weight wise I've lost 2 years of work. I am not going to dwell on that though.

Emotionally, I am still a bit of a hot mess. It is mostly the doing of one person and unfortunately I can't do anything about it. The person is The Widow. And she is a lying, more than likely cheating, disrespectful bag of poo. But she has control over the niece. I want to call her out and put her in her place, but I can't. Lizzy needs her uncle, even if she will have a new daddy soon.

I have always thought she was a fake person, but I have really come to realize how much lately. I really can't stand her. I am so stupid wanting to give her some benefit of the doubt and I've been proven WRONG. I had to tell my Drew everything and though we had suspected all of it, it is still hard on him knowing it is true. So, did she murder Dave for his money...after what I've been seeing lately, yes she could have. No proof though, just lots of little things that DON'T add up.

Stress, emotional eating have abounded. I WILL get back on track. I have been working a little on costumes, I'm currently building a latex mold for a jewelry piece, really wish I had the pour on kind instead of the brush on, it's taking FOREVER....
I'll have pictures of it soon.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
MAMAKATTORRES 10/1/2013 2:56PM

    Yikes! That sounds really intense...please know that we're all here to support you in all of your endeavors, including the emotional ones. Don't let family get in the way- sometimes, I find they are the worst support, and sometimes, the best. Do what's best for you, first and foremost- keep us updated and keep at it! I'm rooting for you!

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