Monday, September 30, 2013
I knew it was coming, so now I am back to once a week PTSD sessions. Wanted to stay in bed today with my head under the covers but I went to counseling.
Poor thing, my counselor, she dealt with 4 people before she saw me and she said I was not alone in my feelings. Everyone else was freaking out about the same thing, the impact of the fire in Seaside and how it will mess up our rebuilding of our homes and the new flood requirements that start tomorrow.
The only way I differed is that they were also freaking out about the upcoming anniversary of Sandy. Me, I am not trying to think about it. The idiots here are actually are planning activities to show "We are stronger than the storm". I hate that commercial. We are not stronger than the storm for those of us who lost our homes. The ones that are stronger are those who are clueless as to what we have gone through and still are no better off almost a year later.